RAGE AGAINST THE WILL

OF CHAGHAN | BESERKER OF THE DUSK MOTHER | ADRENALINE JUNKIE

Age: Late 30s
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Demi-pansexual
Height: Too tall to be funny anymore.
Weight: Average-Heavy
Profession: N/A
Hobbies: Sparring, exploring deep dungeons, trying out new combat techniques, yelling matches.
Motivation: To send the people he kills back to the embrace of Mother Nhaama // Control his inner beast.

Personality: Intense and brash, if you want this Au'ra to really listen to you, be entertaining! Once he feels you're worthy of his attention and interest, he's bound to cross your comfort zone more often than not -- most of the time with good intentions.

However, once the Will of Karash consumes Gamnan; prepare for a fight where you have to win in some way. The rage transforms the Au'ra into somebody different, a mindless yet oddly calm predator.

Basic Backstory

One of the many that had been overtaken by a mindless beserker rage that sometimes emerges in their Xaelic bloodline, Gamnan was exiled from the Qerel tribe upon murdering an entire tents-worth of their members during a sparring match.

He was quickly indoctrinated by the Qerel splinter tribe, the Chaghan, about this rage being a blessing rather than a curse. Feeling wanted and given a new purpose, Gamnan always welcomed this trance during battle; unbelieving the nonsense of "senseless manslaughter" once he regained consciousness after.

A chance encounter with a particular Viera in Shirogane managed to force him into a realisation that it was getting harder to untangle himself with the "Will of Karash".

RP Hooks & OOC Notes

Common
Dungeoneer: Well-versed in delving into prohibited territory, nonsensical labyrinths or forsaken temples; if one is seeking a hardhitter, he is the right kind of trouble.Kugane menace: Gossip of a xaela with red warpaint and candycane hair can be heard at times in the Bokairo Inn and Bokairo Hotsprings. From scaring away patrons to causing ruckus in the marketplace and hotsprings, Gamnan finds it all amusing. He is quite familiar with the Sekiseigumi, and vice versa.The Dusk Culling: A firm believer that his successful "defeats" of challengers will bring them back to Mother Nhaama. So if one was to challenge him to a duel, he considers it a fight to the death. If he loses, he'll keep urging a rematch.
Rare
Coeurl napper: Unfamiliar with Eorzean animals, Gamnan was enchanted when a group of traders imported Coeurls into Hingashi. Since this was illegal though, he found it fit to snag one of his own from the litter. Because apparently, two wrongs can make a right.Thalassophobia: He would never step foot on any form of sea vessel if he had a choice in the matter.A bloody trail: With the Chaghan being a splinter tribe known for their their many atrocious acts in the eyes of the common Xaela, those that had lost loved ones and friends to their enraged slaughter tend to shun and/or or find ways to snuff him out.
Secret
Losing my Mind: There are moments when Gamnan forgets his own name and the places, things, and people he thought was significant to him. This often occurs after being forcibly snapped from a battle trance.Afraid of the Beast: Struggling through an internal conflict, Gamnan is unsure if he wants to learn how to control his inner beast.

OOC Notes
What's IC is NOT REFLECTED IN OOC.List of themes and ideas I'll like to explore through with others roleplay-wise (IC or OOC discussion). Also includes some I don't want to engage in. This list may change overtime because my interests changes.I use google translate for the Mongolian language, at the moment I'm not sure where to find a more accessible, efficient and reliable source for this! If you do have an idea, don't hesitate to inform me please!


Themes
+ Found family
+ Past resolution
+ Identity
+ Friendship
+ Self-discovery
+ Redemption
+ Healing from trauma
+Romance with chemistry
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Themes to Avoid
-- NSFW (ERP)
-- Graphic child abuse

*Special note on the ERP part, I am only willing to engage in such activity with people I know and trust.